confusion.........

Ok....On Tuesday when I came to the hospital to see GABBA, the nurse told me I would be taking her home Thursday. The doctor came over an confirmed it. I was so excited. I called everyone, texted everyone, put it on my facebook status. I was so excited. 2 hours later I came over to see her again and they told me she had a bradycardia episode. Bradycardia is when the heart rate drops, it beats slowly. (Brady=slow ; Cardia = Heart) When she has those episdoes her clock restarts and we have to wait 5 more days until she can come home. Which that means she would come home Monday. Well now the doctors are concerned about how she has been having a few bradycardia episodes and desats. They also are a little concerned she might have an infection in her lungs. I don't even know what the plan is now. They were mentioning something about going home on a monitor. Which could be on for weeks. I'm so lost right now. So just......lost. I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do. It's been 11 weeks and when we finally start to see the light at the end of the tunnel we realize it was just a lantern hanging in the distance. I'm so ugghhhhh..............